Is it worth hardwork?

Since last week I've started my steps climbing. Kind of getting addicted to it but yet it can be fun and torturing, mixture feelings for sure.

Yesterday I decided not to listen to any songs and just pray along. Just be quiet and enjoy the surrounding and eager to hear from god.

As I walking up the steps, surely you will pants, take a deep breath and continue on. As somewhere I stopped, I look behind how far I have gone but I'm in the between before reaching the top. I told myself no way you are going to give up now, you must persevere till the end. I walk and stop and continue walk and stop and it continues till the end. When you see the steps coming nearer and nearer to me it's the hardest time especially you endured for so long. You wouldn't want to give up but yet the legs are dragging to it. Once you reached the top and see the sunshine, you felt the satisfaction, joy and fulfillment of completing it.

How to relate to the story? It's very very easy of my journey with him. At times of struggles and hard time, I thought of giving up on him yet he remain faithful all the time. He told me 'looking behind how far I've bring you through, are you going to give up just because of hard time?' it strucks me and tears almost come rolling down. Deep inside I'm telling myself not going to give up matter how hard life would be. Steps by steps looking behind, the journey of life. Almost reaching the end, you know your prize is awaiting you, that's more tortures, more challenge, more perseverance to reach your prize,but when you do, you will see the ever more beautiful sunshine and more satisfaction for trusting him and standing on mountain top with him. It's unexplainable that kind of feeling.

It's a new revelation for me climb steps every morning but also for health but my time with him alone and also remember he bringing and walking with me. I might disappoint him or fails him in all times, but he will still remain faithful to me. Thank you, lord. I love so much.

I persists on going every morning to meet him there and enjoy it. Even though it's tough, nothing come with any sacrificial. He first love us before anyone else.