today is the day....

wow !!! today is 28 JUNE 2011. this is the big day of years ago i was brought into. through my parents God send me to this world. no complains but the heart of thanksgiving. i was grateful i'm here with family and friends that love me so much. through ups and downs being there for me.

my parents unending grateful heart i need to thank them to bring me into the world. the unending love they have given me and the kind of support a parent would give to their child. without failing and without giving up on me. cheer me on until who am i today in this world.

my bro, sis and sis in law growing up together, fighting together even until together yet we are stil bro and sis without hard feeling. the memories as like child until today we can laughed about with our cousins growing up together. it's all part of our growing up and sharing our life together. we don't express it all the time but i love you all deeply.

all friends and relatives, whoever you are, you walks with me in certain season of my life be it good or bad. some we are still journeying it together. it's destined you all being a part of my life and making an impact of it. it's not easy to meet everyone around the world but the heart counts and the blessings you have spoke and done it my life.

most of all the creator of the world. without you i wouldn't be here. if you do not have the plans for me or created me i don't know where would i be today. at least we 'complaints' or 'whined' about life, but i know i'm living such a blessed life compare to alot of people out there. thank father in heaven. you through my eyes and brings me joy, everything i ever asked for, the pain i've walked through with you by side won the battle for me. you are who you are.

this is something i always hold on and it blew my mind how you recognize me even i know your existence. Jeremiah 29:11 " For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future".

lord, thank you for the future you hold for me and always giving me the hope i'm looking for. i would stand not because of your grace.

thanks to everyone been part of my life no matter which season would it be, standing by my side encouraging me, blessed me, whatever you have done i appreciated it so much to form who the JOAN TSEN today. love everyone of you heaps.

LONG LONG while...

it's been really awhile not awhile but almost 6 months/half a yr i haven't posted any post at all. it's been ups and downs especially coming back home. the real reason God allowed to stay whole 7 years in Melbourne meant a lot for me. if wouldn't for the 7 years i don't think i'm still standing today here. reminded me of israel houghton i'm still standing all because of you. a lot of challenges / differences back here i'm still trying hard to adapt and fit myself in. knowing the reason He wants me to be back here yet i'm still searching high and low and i should just be still for a moment and connect with his heart. i know but it's never easy. heart is willing but the flesh is weak though.

on the road of finding my career line and what i wanted to do most and my dream. wishing i can just succeed one day but who can reach the top without working hard and sacrificing for their dream. another step forward heading nearer to my dream.

trying to spend more time with you especially i find myself always get tired simply. health and health is on the way. good thing about being back here, i'm much more healthier in terms of my lifestyle. seldom late nights or sleeping in the dawn, food as well drinking rawfood stuff. that's something i never done before and which i would never last time. now taking all sorts of supplements to maintain good health. waking up early at 640am at times going for a walk in a hill or climbing up steps that's just weird, people who are close to me asked me am i sure what i'm doing? it's so not me at all. but yeah people do changes over time huh??? geeeezzz......i am wanted a healthier lifestyle and health. until one point everyone would be considering what they do because of some circumstances or things they found out they need to do something with it. i'm in that category too. sounds suspicious???well it's true !!!

pray that people around me having a good health and life that enjoyed rather than slaving themselves in any area.

ciao for now...