it's been really awhile not awhile but almost 6 months/half a yr i haven't posted any post at all. it's been ups and downs especially coming back home. the real reason God allowed to stay whole 7 years in Melbourne meant a lot for me. if wouldn't for the 7 years i don't think i'm still standing today here. reminded me of israel houghton i'm still standing all because of you. a lot of challenges / differences back here i'm still trying hard to adapt and fit myself in. knowing the reason He wants me to be back here yet i'm still searching high and low and i should just be still for a moment and connect with his heart. i know but it's never easy. heart is willing but the flesh is weak though.
on the road of finding my career line and what i wanted to do most and my dream. wishing i can just succeed one day but who can reach the top without working hard and sacrificing for their dream. another step forward heading nearer to my dream.
trying to spend more time with you especially i find myself always get tired simply. health and health is on the way. good thing about being back here, i'm much more healthier in terms of my lifestyle. seldom late nights or sleeping in the dawn, food as well drinking rawfood stuff. that's something i never done before and which i would never last time. now taking all sorts of supplements to maintain good health. waking up early at 640am at times going for a walk in a hill or climbing up steps that's just weird, people who are close to me asked me am i sure what i'm doing? it's so not me at all. but yeah people do changes over time huh??? geeeezzz......i am wanted a healthier lifestyle and health. until one point everyone would be considering what they do because of some circumstances or things they found out they need to do something with it. i'm in that category too. sounds suspicious???well it's true !!!
pray that people around me having a good health and life that enjoyed rather than slaving themselves in any area.
ciao for now...
