Tuesday, July 1, 2008

the day i was BORN....part 2

arriving home, she took all the stuff and asking me to open the door. i sort of thinking why must she wants me to open the door. i know she is up to something but i don't know who are those people. once i on the lights , fyi my door facing the kitchen i saw preparation there, then where faa and jill jump out from the stairs shouting SURPRISE. it was surprise for me they are there. disappointment they are not the person i hope for. (haha.....i'm just joking....i'm more than happy to see you gals) yes the surprise just began. they actually cooked for me that night with nasi lemak, tomyam soup with adele's dessert. that night before i finished dinner i already start going to toilet. maybe stomach just can't too much that night. lunch was so super full and haven't digest yet dinner time. we started our dinner around 9pm about there.


the reason jill and faa wearing pajamas coz was preparing the dinner doesn't want their clothes to smells. i was just sitting there bumping around i'm free for the night. haha.

yes this is my room. all my soft toys. you to me adele taking is my pressie from her during my master convo end of last yr. jill taking is my cute little cj7 but she keep on criticised on it. faa is taking my little mushroom for massage. it's all cute stuff right ???i know ........ they are more behind or else hiding somewhere. the dinner preparation haven't done yet but we are just crazy taking pictures there....gals....!!!

seriously we just took too much pictures that night. starting of the night with pictures !!!

we looked pretty good in the pictures !!!

yes it is the same night just that i went to take a quick shower and changed into something much more comfortable for me. shirt and short <------joan tsen. who is the one hugging me and pampering me ??? guess it !!!

i know the person is still not showing the face !!! i think it's my problem taking my own face alone. haha

of coz as usual i always enjoyed being pampered especially on this day !!!! next you will get to see the face.


haha....finally everyone sees her !!! non other than ADELE KHOR. everyone doesn't need to think too much of someone else i'm mentioning just now. i wanna give some prank while you seeing and reading the post.

i don't remember this picture jill took for us or i'm the one taking it again coz i'm just too free.

this picture is good right ???love it !!!

aren't they cute???looks like mum and daughter !!! but jill is adele's grandma !! haha
don't ask me why ???but jill just decide to take picture with the 'tiang' i forgot what does it called in english for now even i know malay i'm wrong. seems like she wanna climb something.

this is faa she is cooking her tomyam. she gonna be a good housewife soon that's what we been teasing her. knew her from my multimedia course. the one we still keep in touch !!!

jill and her hair clip....don't care as long as i look alright ???if jill sees what i says her surely she will start scolding me....haha


after her hair clip are thrown away....she say looks better....haha

here the three graduates from master of multimedia still hanging out together. this is friendship for us. why unbutton her pajamas always a reason. coz she said she is also wearing something inside since everyone of us showing our 'clothes' so she wanted too !!!

the 2 super vain gals taking pictures all the way. just gotta used to it

good friend now no longer grandma and grand daughter !!! ;)

faa is cooking her tomyum food i'm just disturbing of coz and luckily you can't see properly what brand is she using but i know.


must take pictures before we starts our dinner too

cheers everyone !!!

the gals that given much surprises that night !!!




the food we had that night !!! great food.....seriously !!!

self decorate muffin. chocolate muffin bake by adele and those stuff prepare by her as well.
now the fun part begins.....this is what you get to do when someone birthday !!! it wasn't a torture to me at least everyone enjoy the fun and having a good time so why not ???it's only once awhile afterall...


this is only a few pictures of the 'fun' the gals had on me. some of it just too much sensor so i wouldn't be able to post it here. it was just stupid what we done.
there is still beauty out of the torture right ??? haha....at least tell me yes so i felt better !!!

the whole 'game' sponsor by dream whip---->whipped dairy cream. tell you what it does makes your face very oily after that.

the cake their prepare while i went for a shower after those whip cream on my face and clothes. the cream does make my eyes pain and face too oily for that. luckily there is no pimples coming out after that.....haha...
after shower so fresh....felt so good....no joke for that....
panna cotta made by adele. it's nice with coffee on top of it. at the same makes me misses sydney green tea panna cotta

here is adele promoting her panna cotta just like the other day being the 'bottle' promote as the chinese soya sauce "quote from steph tong"

yam seng for the four of us



this picture i don't know who took it but it gives me memories of my younger days. seems like i had a similar picture back at home the only thing i grew up now.








on top all those are pictures of faa,jill, adele and a few of jaclyn which is my housemate.
ok my new jacket from faa and jill and my new shining red converse shoes by adele coz she said she can't make the shimmering love hand made so she bought that for me !!! thank gals !!! love you all.
this is so good. adele trying have some fun with me end up.....see the next picture...
that's it .....she got bite by me.....it's so good been ages since i last bite someone !!! haha.....but seems like she loves it though....haha...


after bite someone finger then i gotta piggy back someone else.....




my sis was saying we are posing for australia next top model. but i realised one thing ...i was wearing my brand new shoes but jill, faa and adele was wearing pug shoes, hello kitty shoes and mashi maro shoes. funny....special shoes for that !!!


i think that's all for now. i'm tired uploading for tonight. more pictures can be found in my facebook.





all i can say i'm very thankful they organize this surprised for me and put so much effort in it. can't help but to say "thank you" to them once again. i really love them so much from the bottom of my heart. one of my friend told me i was really loved which i agreed. i know i'm very much loved and very much blessed. god been so faithful and gracious to me giving friends and family around me that really loving me for who i am.





ecclesiastes 4:9-10 "two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. for if they fall, one will lift up his companion. but woe to him who is alone when he falls, for he has no one to help him up."





this is one of my favourite verse !!! god is great !!! without my family around me but still had this bunch of good friends around me !!!
































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































the day i was BORN....

alrighty the reason i must post this of coz because of the celebration but as well to share what happen how it went. it was just an awesome day with memorable events , foods , fun and etc. it's just hard for me to explain in words because i'm blasted by it.

my birthday was celebrated entirely on friday 27-06-08 because saturday was a church day so gotta celebrate early. friday i woke up like 930am wait till adele left the house then i went to wash up and shower at about 1015am. i was waiting for her coz i know she is late AGAIN. she asked me to meet her in bourke street, city because she gotta get some stuff done first. so yeah i just gotta wait till she is out. early morning she already woke up to prepare stuff coz i heard inside the room. she was actually baking the muffin. it's yummy actually.

met her in city then she brought me to crown. the funny thing since she is late she haven't went to check out where is the restaurant. so we are late like half and hour i guess. but but the restaurant is superb i gotta tell ya. it's expensive but the food and service is really good. that's what we normally gotta know right since the place is expensive.


have a look at the view i first taken from restaurant. btw, the restaurant is named KoKo japanese cuisine. you can city view sort of. how cool !!!



look at the back. i'm not the focus of the picture. i don't know what does it called by as you can see water in the center of the restaurant and those stones you can walked across. very stunning idea in there.


first pictures i taken by myself. we already changed our seating coz adele said we gonna eat teppanyaki. basically i was following what she is 'telling' me to do that day. haha.

our appetizer for the day !!!! the veges is good. yeap that's me joan tsen saying the veges is good !!!

now present to you all the organizer of the day !!! ADELE KHOR single and available. which guys think need to go after her let me know....gotta let me scanned thru first. whoever got her would be one of the biggest blessing in your life. woman of god , love god , love people and willing to sacrifice anything for her loved ones at least that we talked the other day !!!!

random picture of me coz we are waiting for the food obviously. that's what we can do when you got nothing better to do.

food time. more food coming up for now. you know they got scallop , prawn inside. another thing was the chinese thing i forgot what does it call. but this is nice though normally i doesn't like it. this taste so much more better than alot of places.

this is the teppanyaki. he chef cooks while we eat. btw, the chef is cool coz as most of the people know i eat really slow, so he actually wait till we finish only cook other stuff for us. ok inside the plate, there is fish, prawn , octopus and don't ask me the 3 sauces coz i don't know what it is i only one of it is the chilli and there is miso soup of coz in the black cuppy.

yes this is the only picture we took together by our chef. he offers to help us why not ??? though he only took both of us without the food. haha...can't be too demanding for that.


wow !!! this is my favourite .....soft shell crab !!! yummy yummy !!!! love it so much so crunchy.

this is the chef of the day for us. he is fun and entertaining. his name is van from myanmar. he actually post let me take his picture while he cooks for us. one funny little fella.

beef sirlioin with mushroom and beansprout and don't know other veges. i didn't take the veges coz it tastes so raw doesn't like it add on i don't eat this type of veges. haha. excuses !!!

this picture i look so super fat. gosh !!!! but just that gotta show the cake what can i do or else i'll just skipped it. this is the funny thing happen. the cake meant to surprise me but somehow the person who is more surprise was ADELE. why ???she booked the place she said was for birthday. so this cake it's actually complimentary from crown itself. so when the gal took out the cake after our meals, she was so surprises instead of me coz she doesn't know it comes with the complimentary cake. so she said ' end up i'm the one who is more surprised'. you just gotta imagine with me or be there to see her reaction.
see the cake doesn't it looks awesome !!! what can you ask for from a complimentary cake ??? what more it's a tiramisu cake and it taste really good not some cheap stuff.


of coz it's me blowing the candle !!! another year older though if happens the next day only. still the same. haha.

white sesame ice cream but i still want my green tea ice cream. they gave white sesame to us coz the gal said it's famous in their restaurant. it does taste good but still i prefer green tea.


ok this shoes keychain is so cool. yes you can see i'm 26 if those who doesn't know or doesn't remember. it's really nice. thanks to my darling. she's having her backache because of this but i definitely love it really love appreciate all the efforts she put in for me. i still wan da shoes with the LOVE. haha.


the last picture we took after our lunch. we can't believed we are there for like 2 and half hours i think around there. the food was good plus i'm a slow eater around there consider fast i think. haha. was a very superb fantastic meal. recommended place. love ya darling !!!
this is just the part 1 ...part 2 would be coming soon. hopefully later i will do.







Monday, June 30, 2008

my gosh another month is gone !!!

i can't believe one month is gone and i wasn't posting anything here. was way to lazy to post what can i say. i know i know always my excuses hopefully this few days i will update again especially on my big day with great celebration and surprises !!!! so much to share but so lazy to type and put it up.

Monday, June 2, 2008

one month ago !!!

one month ago on 25-27 april 2008 i went for our church ELEVATE camp which is a young adults camp but then it's my usual group OXYGEN. anyway for a wider view, our church has 2 groups of young adults which is OXYGEN(18-25) and ELEVATE(23-30). however, i'm an active member from OXYGEN but a spectator in ELEVATE for now. that camp they invited MIKE CONNELL which is a superb speaker. you would never ever be regret for it. however, now only i realise now it's june already. so it's one and half months ago already. but what happen it still so clear in my mind. so thought today wanna share experienced happen during the camp. it wasn't just another camp of fun or whatever.

mike connell is a speaker from new zealang. he is prophetic speaker and teaches us how to stirred up the prophetic gift in us as well be sensitive to the holy spirit. there time for us to practice and pray for people of coz those people we don't know. it was really a good time and learning as well. how i went for this elevate camp out of suddenly was because my friend godwin and alice are pastor for elevate group. they told me mike connell gonna be so good so i must come. i was somehow just sign up for it don't know why. maybe it's the holy spirit. no joke.

so went for the camp of coz with expectation and stuff. before we went for the camp both me and adele (my darling as well my housemate), we decided to fast for breakthrough also to hear clearly from god during the camp. we fasted meats almost 2 weeks before the camp....if people knows us well would know a suffer for us coz both of us don't eat veges so to fast on meat was really hard.

in the camp i really felt sort of weird or new. why ???coz it's elevate group so i don't know much people there. we are totally new there coz we are OXYGENERS. haha. but somehow i did meet new peoples there and are friends now.

first night basically just bbq night and introduction to the camp. we had ice-breakers and stuff then headed off to sleep i think. forgot what we did entirely. went to sleep to prepare for tomorrow full on whole day.

first session we had after our breakfast. it really a day GOD created. breakfast started i already got PRANK. during breakfast they will pick 5 persons to share something. i'm one of the lucky one among so many. that's just the starting of the day. come back to first session, mike connell was talking about holy spirit how we can pray for people and discern from the spirit about the person we are praying for. oh ya before that, before session started one of the leaders from evelate prayed for me about disappointment in my life. there are tears coming down my eyes but the problem i don't know what's the disappointment all about. that's the first prayer i got that morning. during the first session, after his sharing , he starts to demonstrates how to flow with the holy spirit and how it works. the first person he chosen was ME !!! that's another surprised for me. i was like how come ???anyway it was all good. however, i walked behind another friend of mine so in the end i was second. i was so anxious that time thinking what god has gonna tell me now.

now comes my turn. it was totally out of my expectation and what i gonna hear. he said there is sadness in my heart. there is grief that i've been carrying for a long time. there has been something that let me down, that i'm having trouble of letting go. there are DISAPPOINTMENT in my lives, i find it's difficult to trust again. my mind has been troubled and thinking i am to blame. all these has robbed my confidence and god wants to bring freedom to all these accussation. i have a beautiful heart and a serving heart and loves to do things for people. i always been giving and now it's time for me to receive from HIM.

the moment he said words out from his mouth, the tears within me came running down uncontrollaby. that moment i knew it was the holy spirit and god is speaking directly into my heart. it was so amazed when i realised i don't even understand myself more than GOD, himself. he know every single thing within me. i think for all these years that is the day those tears are unspeakable. no one seen i cried like this before so do myself. i don't know the day i cried like a baby non-stop. my leader especially was surprised as well. my eyes was so sore that day and swallow. i hardly open my eyes. the whole day those tears just come flowing down. it wasn't really what i expected. i never thought there still so much GARBAGES into my life for now. i was really break free that night feeling really helpless.

indeed during that morning and afternoon session i really received a lot. just really rest from god's word. that time i just wanna have a good sleep and let my eyes rest which i can't coz we had our drama practice for the night. after the presentation that night, mike connell came back to minister to us because he felt god asked him too. that camp is all about holy spirit and powerful it is. that night ministry what was fantastic i heard from friend was four of us which is anna, myself, adele and tiffany was holding hand in hand to be prayed for by mike connell. the move we open up to the movement of the holy spirit, when mike connell just gave a blow we all fell one by one. don't ask me how i do not know. this is what my friend told me. they was like really amazed to see how god works. but it was really a super duper experience can't be explain by words. that night we had people breakfree from strong holds, bondages and so on. it was really a family thing praying for one another.

after the session was over, one guy approach me. i don't know before he approached me. he told me what he felt when i was being prophesied during the morning session. he told me when i find it's hard to trust again , he totally saw a wall building within me he can't see me afar. he was sitting right at the corner of the back row that time. when talked about the hurt, he said he totally understand how i felt. i was like....what ???i don't get it man. he told me when that moment mike connell talked about hurt, there is a sharp knife going through his heart. he totally experienced the pain in him. it was another amazement to me. i never expect someone to understand those hurt apart from myself and of coz god himself. but within the room, god actually allows someone to experienced the hurt and pain i went through before. i wasn't going through and went through all these alone. don't you agreed HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD ????

that night went by with some worship with some new friends and oxygeners before we head back to our room to catch some sleep.

speaking of sleep. now i'm going to sleep because tomorrow morning both me and adele are planning for a morning jog if we are successful again coz it's 730am in the morning with the coldness !!!!

sorry being a cliff hanger now. i will update again !!!